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May 22, 2024

Off the Cuff | Victorious Worms | Episode 49

Off the Cuff | Victorious Worms | Episode 49

Join us for an Off the Cuff episode with some of our friends (Kevin, Jed, and Justin) in Greenville, SC!

In this OTC Episode:


• Have you ever felt the palpable presence of peace in a place where tension is expected to reign? A story of a pilgrimage to Israel was one such paradox, offering both a sanctuary from the world's chaos and a profound spiritual encounter. 

• As Kevin, Jed, and Justin join us, we unpack the layers of divine purpose discovered in the Holy Land, contrasting the unity experienced there with the discord often felt back in America. Hearts and minds expanded with each step, and it is exciting to share how the land's scriptural and prophetic significance reshaped their faith.

• Our conversation takes an intimate turn as we learn about a momentous gathering in Jerusalem, a modern-day echo of the Last Supper's call to love and reconciliation. This was no ordinary meeting; it was a melting pot of leaders from different nations and faiths, all transformed by the radical love of Jesus. The stories shared from this encounter shine a light on the unifying love that can heal the deepest of societal divides. And as we weave through the narrative threads from John, Ephesians, and Revelation, you'll see how love is not just a command but the very fabric of our existence.

• To bring our reflections full circle, we look at how divine encounters spur us towards active service and love in our communities. A poignant moment in Fredericksburg, Virginia, serves as a testament to the power of prayer and the swift hand of change, reminding us that our identities are founded in something far greater than ourselves. 


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Chapters

00:00 - Exploring Faith and Relationship With Jesus

17:27 - The Power of Love and Reconciliation

30:36 - Living Out the Kingdom of God

36:40 - Healing Through Intercession and Reconciliation

49:13 - Stories, Faith, and Delight

01:05:09 - Foundation of Identity

01:21:44 - Religious Podcast With Truth Bombs

Transcript
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All right.

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I'm gonna do my little intro.

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All right, pull up a chair across the counter.

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Your one-stop shop for a variety of perspectives around Jesus and Christianity.

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I'm Grant, this is Kevin over here, this is Justin and this is Jed Rabine and this is an Off the Cuff boys, the cuff boys.

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So what's been going on?

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We were talking kind of about our stories, how you thought israel was safer than america, which which blew my mind first of all.

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So I I gotta, I don't know what's going on with that.

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So you want to start at israel?

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I, I do yeah just jumping right in just jump like straight towards it hit it.

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Hit it while it's hot.

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Oh frick.

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Yeah, well, we were just in Israel.

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Kevin and I were in Israel in February.

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We were hanging out with some Jewish believers, met some Arab believers too in the country, and obviously it's a really difficult time right now for that.

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You know that the Israeli people, the Jewish people in general, but the reason why we kind of felt like it was it's actually a safer place is number one from a scriptural perspective.

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We kind of know where God's plan has been revealed, where he's going to be taking the Jewish people, and we know where the story ends.

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You know Jesus comes back.

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He doesn't come back to Chicago, he doesn't come back to Vancouver.

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He actually comes down and puts his feet down on the Mount of Olives, according to the prophet Zechariah, and the angels in the book of Acts are looking.

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You know, the disciples are looking around like Jesus just ascends from the Mount of Olives and they're like, you know, blown away that he's kind of ascending and the angels are like why are you so amazed?

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He's going to come back, just like you saw him go up.

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He's going to come back.

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So this is in Acts, chapter one, and so you know when you think about the prophetic destiny of that land and that people.

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We know where that's going to go scripturally.

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So we know that there's a plan and a purpose of God versus other nations.

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You know, like America, we just not sure, from an eschatological perspective, what's going to be taking place in the days ahead.

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So there was just a, and I would just say this for us personally I don't know how you feel, kevin, and I'll turn the mic over to you, but we felt like God had ordained for us to be there in that time to just worship him in the land and to connect with the body of Messiah and spend some time with some brothers and sisters, and so, when you're sent, there's a peace that is like this is where God wants us for this time.

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It doesn't really matter what the temporal pressures are around us.

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Um, we knew that God had called us to be there for that that season.

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So what do you think, bro?

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Yeah, I think, to use a cliche, the safest place to be is where he wants you to be.

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And he we met on New Year's and I felt like he invited me to go and I was like sounds like fun and I went and it did feel safer than America.

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Like there's a lot of uncertainty here, there's a lot of disunity, especially in the south.

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There's a lot of people toting guns and there they know who the enemy is and they're unified, they're working together, they're they have a big problem.

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There's people trying to come across the border and they've come together and they're helping each other.

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And that I think, even though there was a war going on and it was dangerous, it felt different on the inside because there was collaboration instead of disunity and the food was delicious, but it was.

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I mean, I think the closest missile that landed inside the border was like 50 miles away and they missed.

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We had a good time.

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Dude, that is closer than any missile has ever been to me.

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That's all I'm saying, justin.

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What you got, man, you know them through house, church and through stuff like that, I believe.

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So what do you have to say about, as far as, like, israel and all that jazz, the prophetic destiny of Israel?

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Nothing I'd like to learn from Jed Robine and Kevin, but I met Kevin in.

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Was it Italy?

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No, we reconnected in Italy, but for the past couple of years, we've been having conversations about Jesus and life, and more recently, I don't know if you would agree, but they've become more about the overall purpose, right here, right now, as a son of God, full of the Holy Spirit, embracing everything the Father has for me.

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Today, what am I doing?

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What is worth doing?

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I want to do what I see my Father doing.

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I want to see what he's seeing, hear what he's hearing.

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This is the message Jed and his wife Nicole brought to us when they first came into town heavy duty, vertical bonding, being in the presence of the Lord, full of the Holy Spirit, with your brothers and sisters, just gazing upon the beauty of the Lord, listening, not having a bunch of petitions and things to say though there are times for that as well but a specific time where the brothers and sisters are unified and anything can happen.

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The room can shake, the earth can shake, gifts are given to one another, prophecies, tongues, interpretations, everything, and so I think Kevin and I have been discussing that a lot.

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Jed and Nicole have been working with our spiritual family on just getting rid of the things that are not of the Lord or from Him and clearing the floor for experiencing His presence and receiving everything that he has for us today.

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I know that's vague talk, but I think that's kind of what we've been discussing and I think that's pretty easy to expound on from Jed and Kevin.

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So I'll speak more vague and then you guys can take it away.

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When I met Justin, reconnected with Justin two years ago, I was heavy deconstructing, kind of like deciding whether I wanted to hang on to Jesus by the thread that was still left, and I think Justin saw like a purity of heart.

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He saw that I, like, I truly wanted to, to know the truth, that I wasn't like rejecting it, but I didn't know which way to go.

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And I met Jed five months ago, on New Year's Eve, and I felt like the things that we were talking about on New Year's Eve.

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It was just a 30 minute conversation.

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He gave me permission to deconstruct in front of him where most of the time when you bring that up inside of the church your doubts, your fears, where you're at with Jesus if you're not happy with him, you kind of get hushed and fed 10 Bible verses and shunned.

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And Jed prepared the way for me.

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He invited me in.

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He, I think, started the conversation.

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I heard peculiar things come out of an older man's mouth that you don't normally hear from someone who does missionary things and I had to hear more.

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You can retort that if you'd like.

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Jed I'm good and old.

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Apparently, it is what it is, yeah just wear it.

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He's our local Gandalf.

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But what happened in Israel?

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It was just like a quiet invitation.

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I felt like the Lord presented the option for me to go.

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I've been curious about it for years, being of Hebrew descent, and someone who I wanted to learn from invited me to go.

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I'm like, well, let's see what this is all about.

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And the invitation was come, sit in Arnie's living room for 10 days and listen to the Lord.

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And this is like for years.

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This is what I've been dying to do.

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I was involved in missions in YWAM.

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I've been involved in church my whole life and I have sat in the room many times, grieved by my heart.

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Grieved because I feel like we're saying Jesus and we're saying things that are true, and we're reading the Bible and doing all these good things, but I feel like he's not in the room.

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I feel like he doesn't care about what we're saying and we're just creating a religion or participating in a religion.

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And I didn't know exactly what to expect in Arnie's living room.

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But I'm finding that is how you should follow God you shouldn't know what to expect when you show up and you should come to listen, because you are not smarter than him.

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I'm not.

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You can be, but not me.

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Well, when you think about the, you know the pursuit of Christianity it's not a religion.

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Jesus came to open the way for a relationship to be restored with the Father, and it's through faith in Him.

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And so, when you boil Christianity down, it's the pursuit of Jesus and His presence, which you look at like John 15 when he talks about abiding in the vine, remain in me, that my word would remain in you, my love would remain in you.

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And so he says apart from me, you can do nothing.

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Dude.

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He is making eye contact with me.

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And I cannot hang.

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I'm going to look at you for now on, I'm sorry.

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I feel like a dude in like third grade.

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I'll see myself out.

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Continue to.

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We sound wise, but we're just middle schoolers here.

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All right, go ahead.

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No, it's, I'm trying.

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I needed to focus.

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Well, so at the end of the day, you know, to pursue the pursuit in Christianity, the chief pursuit is his presence.

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And that was true even in Moses' day, where he said you know, we're not going to go unless you go with us, lord.

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Or in Adam's day he walked, he and Eve walked with God in the cool of the day, with God in the cool of the day.

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And so why did Jesus go through and submit to the most horrific treatment and physical punishment a man could endure, let alone the anguish of soul of taking on the sins of humanity.

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Why did he do that?

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Because God is looking for a dwelling place.

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He's looking for a.

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He wants to be with his people.

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And when you read at the end of the story in the book of Revelation, which Revelation is all about the revelation of Jesus Christ, it's not a revelation of the Antichrist.

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He has a moment on the stage Jesus.

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All of history is formed around the birth, the death, the resurrection and the return of this transcendent spiritual leader.

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But at the end of the story, god is dwelling in the New Jerusalem with humanity.

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Again, we don't need a sun or a moon or stars anymore.

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He's our light, he will be our God and we will be his people.

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That's what God's after, is this place of harmony and relationship, oneness, which you read about in John 17, when Jesus is praying his high priestly prayer oh, this is right before he goes to the cross.

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One thing is really on his mind.

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He keeps repeating it, father that they would be one, as you and I are one, that we would be one together, all being perfected in oneness.

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And this is his chief desire is that we would be one with him.

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Which blows my mind, I mean Jesus, john 17,.

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Verse 22 actually says that they all who would ever believe in me, that they would know that you, the Father, love them as much as you love me.

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I mean to think about I don't know if you bros have thought about that, but the Father loves you as much as he loves Jesus.

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That is a mother load of revelation to kind of marinate in, because everything in our own heart, everything the world has told us, everything that humans have told us, is that we're not worth that kind of love.

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And yet that's exactly the kind of love that's at the very root system of what we call Christianity.

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But he's a person You're grafted into the way, the truth and the life, and so we need his presence.

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That's my point, is that this is an experience of his presence in our life as we walk out, work, family, of his presence in our life as we walk out, work, family, calling, identity.

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It's all about his presence and you could go your whole life and not tap into that love, that oneness, totally and, like many people do, like the world shouts at you that you're not worthy, that you're a piece of shit, that you're not good enough, you're not going to make it, you're going to be poor, and his love is like.

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It's the answer to all of that and once you meet him, it's the key to unlock all of those things.

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What does the Bible say about that, justin?

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I don't know.

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No, it's important.

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I think it's beautiful because when Jesus came out of the water, he's being baptized.

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Comes out of the water.

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This whole scene is the father stops everything and says this is my beloved Son, with whom I'm well pleased.

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I mean, that's what's, and it was that event that preceded Jesus picking people he would pour his love out onto.

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We know them as the disciples, people he would eat with and hang out with, have a good time with and take them along on the journey.

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He was on when the kingdom was breaking into the setting.

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You know Matthew 4, 17,.

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The message is repent, for the kingdom of heaven has come.

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And that came after love was poured onto Jesus from his dad.

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So the identity was there, goes into the wilderness, is comforted by the Holy Spirit through great distress, overcomes the evil.

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One resists the evil, one demonstrates all that for us.

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But it was rooted in a place of the father is just madly in love with his son and the son knows that.

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So I think it's not just a good point, it's absolutely essential to a walk with Jesus is does the Father love me as much as he loves Jesus or not?

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That's absolutely essential.

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Yeah, I'll tell you what John 17 is huge, like the high priestly prayer or whatever, like just it says, like that we all be one as him and the Father are one, so that he like, basically, so that we know that Jesus is the Son of God, right, like we are so perfectly one that you know that it was God who sent Jesus.

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Yeah, which is crazy to think about.

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First of all because in the church you know, this is how I interpret, this is now just interpretation the church sees, it says, hey, those people treat each other and us so differently.

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So just, they're just caring for each other, they're sharing each other's you know resources, they're loving one another and the only way that that's freaking possible is that Jesus is the Son of God.

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That's right.

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So that is going to be my segue, because all of y'all are house church fellas.

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So how are you doing that in your house church Bang?

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Well before can I just say one thing about what you just said, Absolutely About this love, this oneness, because it goes back to what Jesus John 13 through 17 are all one time period.

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It's right before he's preparing his disciples, right before he goes to the crucifixion.

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So it's all that.

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Last supper, the Passover meal.

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He's washing their feet and he's giving him his, really his last kind of commander's intent, so to speak.

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To put it in military terms his heart for them.

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They're about to go through some really disorienting, confusing, painful, challenging times.

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But he says in John 13, 34, 35, he says the world will know you're my disciples by your love and it's you know.

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So love is the, it's the bullseye, it's the power current of the kingdom, it's God's love being released through us.

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And there's a intention.

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He says as you have been loved, now love one another.

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This command I give you.

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So what's interesting?

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Just to circle back to what we're talking about, israel, you know, I know right now there's the, the most challenging geopolitical.

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At a human level, things look impossible, but in 2019, I was in Jerusalem with a handful of leaders about 120, 130 of us, from all different nations, and it wasn't a hey, come and listen to my awesome teaching conference.

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It wasn't a buy my CD or book conference.

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It was a family meeting with leaders from all over the world and it was really a conversation between.

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It was the nations coming to bless Israel, but there were Christian, arabs and Jewish believers, because of the love of Jesus Grant.

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I've seen them cry on each other's neck and embrace because of the love of God, despite seeing things maybe differently from a political perspective.

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The love of God bringing human hearts together in reconciliation, that is the stamp of approval on what's the solution to all of the problems of the world.

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His name is Jesus and that's why he's coming back.

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This world is becoming more and more hostile to his leadership and his ways, like Psalm 2 talks about.

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Why do the nations rage and cast off restraint?

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The Lord says he's anointed his anointed one and installed him on Mount Zion, you know?

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And so the nations, not just humans, but principalities and powers and dominions and thrones, these are demonic forces that are raging against the leadership of God and leading humanity into rebellion spiritually against his leadership of God, and leading humanity into rebellion spiritually against His leadership.

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And so this love, this oneness, is the heart of the gospel, this reconciliation.

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Every tribe and tongue is going to be around the glassy sea in Revelation 7.

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There's a place for a remnant from every tribe and every tongue to be united by our shared faith in Christ, and that's the invitation of the gospel.

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So love ends up being the calling card, the stamp of approval, and I've seen it in Jerusalem.

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So I don't think there are ethnic divisions that can't be reconciled by that same love.

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I've seen Christian, arab and Jewish believer reconcile the shed blood of Jesus and love.

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So I believe there is no ethnic division that it can't conquer.

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His love will conquer every divide if we put our faith in him.

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That's so good, dang it.

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Oh man, I love that man.

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So you have seen like an Israeli, arab and Christian all crying on one another's shoulder, yeah.

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Jewish believers and Christian Arabs yeah, yes, I've seen them reconciled.

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That's beautiful man.

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That's beautiful, but that's the love of God.

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You can't do that apart from His presence.

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You can't do that without His love first changing you.

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Yeah, yeah, I mean, that's just such a, just a very vivid picture of His love, for sure of just being able to see that of his love, for sure of just being able to see that, just like you saw it vividly, like in that moment where you're just like man.

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God is good, amen, okay.

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Rock and roll, here we go, mic swap.

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So how do we get there?

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How do we get the world to love?

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each other.

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It starts with the family of God.

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It starts with us relating to him.

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You know, the Bible says we love because he first loved us.

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So it's the command is as I have loved, you, now love one another.

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You first have to understand that you are beloved.

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Like to Justin's point, you can't walk with Jesus without a full understanding of the Father's love for you.

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So it starts with you actually receiving divine love and grace and forgiveness for your sins.

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You receive that love.

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It's transformative, it changes you.

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As Paul puts it, look, the old is gone and the new has come.

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The old has disappeared.

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You're a new creation in Christ because of his love.

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From that point, as we love one another, there's a.

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You know Paul talks about actually Jew and Gentile being reconciled in Ephesians 2 and chapter, in Ephesians, chapter 3.

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And he says in Ephesians 3, verse 10, he says God's purpose.

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He.

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Well, let me say this back up in Ephesians 3, verse 10, he says God's purpose.

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Well, let me say this back up In Ephesians 2, beginning in verse 11 and following to about verse 17 or 18, paul starts talking about God's purpose between reconciling Jew and Gentile by the blood of Jesus.

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He's brought the two groups together to make one new man out of the two groups, and the wall of hostility and enmity has been torn down.

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And so when you look at what he says in Ephesians 3.10, he says God's purpose in this unity is to declare his manifold wisdom to the heavenly realms, and they will see this when the church is one.

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So our oneness is first and foremost not about loving one another.

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There's a vertical declaration to the heavenly realms.

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Now, who are the heavenly realms?

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Well, paul talks about them in Ephesians 1 and in Ephesians chapter 6.

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You don't wrestle against flesh and blood.

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Primarily, your wrestle is against powers, spiritual powers in the high places, spiritual wickedness, thrones, dominions.

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So that's why you got to put the armor on.

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That's what Paul's saying in Ephesians 6.

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So this love, this reconciled love, declares God's wisdom.

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I believe it's like an electromagnetic pulse in the spiritual realm.

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It disables demonic resistance to the gospel.

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Our love for one another declares God's wisdom.

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Something happens in the spirit and the Holy Spirit can come in more power, more grace.

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The gospel of the kingdom is more effective when love is being displayed and it's a breakthrough when you see people reconciled.

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There's something that just breaks in the Spirit, like people start to weep, people start to cry.

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Yeah, generosity of Spirit, hearts open to one another, there's healing.

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Love is a game changer and we first receive it from God and then we begin to walk it out together.

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Then things begin to change and the heart for the lost is God wants the prodigals to come home, but they're coming home to a family.

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He wants that family to be a functional family, not a dysfunctional family.

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He wants them to come into a family that's loving one another well, that sees one another, that honors each other.

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And that's why Paul goes to great lengths when he's chastising the congregations for breaking faith and having disunity and discord and strife.

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And he makes such a point maintain that bond of peace.

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Do everything you can to be at peace with all people.

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And it's for this reason, when we start to get into bitterness and strife and unforgiveness, we start to lose our power core, our spiritual authority starts to become.

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There's a ceiling that starts to come in on the impact of what we can have.

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So I don't know if that's an answer to your question, brother, but that's kind of what comes to mind when you ask the question like what do we do?

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Yeah.

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We got to understand why this is so strategic and why why we cannot compromise on experiencing the love of God for ourselves and then bringing it into the spiritual families that were, that were connected to yeah, no, I mean, it answers the question as much as one can, but I think it's.

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it's like it's Jesus and how does he want to do it?

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And, like we, we know his way, we know his way is unity, his way is forgiveness, his way is his kingdom come and how does he want to do that?

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And I think his kingdom will come when we participate with him to bring it and when we go our own way, it's, it's delayed, it's it's for delayed, it's for later, it's still true, it's still the only way to go, but yeah, we don't participate, it doesn't come.

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Yes, can I share a personal story so well?

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Kevin's question was you know, I think I don't want to misquote, but it was how do we get the world to start loving each other, or some iteration of that.

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I had this story pop into my mind, shout out to Daniel Herman, my cousin.

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We were on a road trip.

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I think we were in Kentucky maybe He'll probably correct me through text if he ever listens to this, but we were passing some things out under a bridge.

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There were a bunch of people under there and we were trying to get rid of the rest of our belongings out to get back in the car and drive to the next town when a man was seemingly belligerent walking across the road and he threw something at us.

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He was very angry and we didn't know who he was.

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He wasn't over there with us when we were passing anything out.

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And Daniel's immediate reaction to that whatever that was that outburst of hate or frustration or rage he grabbed I forget what it was call it 20 bucks out of a little compartment in the car and sprinted right toward the guy.

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And I'm thinking what is going to happen here, like what is going on.

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And he goes up to the guy and says, hey, something of the liking to, I forgive you, of the liking to, I forgive you, I love you.

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Do you have a need for this money, and immediately?

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the man just starts sobbing and asking for forgiveness, starts venting how hard today has been on him.

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I forget what he was going through at the time I'm sure it's in a journal entry somewhere, but I think so and then we hugged and we prayed over him.

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We shared.

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There's freedom in Jesus.

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He doesn't have to be a slave to the anger and things of that nature.

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And that story comes to my mind when, if I can take you literally the question was how do we get the world to start loving each other?

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That's not really the question I have in my head, but I appreciate the question Because I think it starts in the home, I believe.

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However, I have seen this story I just shared, like.

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I've seen how, you know, a random to us, a random person, can be impacted by it's turning the other cheek, but I think it's that's people don't know what that means.

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So, like somebody throws something at you and you sprint after them.

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What does that mean?

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It means a fight.

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But when you approach that person and instead of punching them in the face, you give them money and say do you need this?

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How can I help?

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And you mean it from your heart.

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The darkness has no more authority.

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Everything is stripped away in that moment and the gospel of Jesus Christ is able to pierce right through to the heart of that individual.

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They don't have to follow it.

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And now this is something that Kevin and I have talked about is like when you experience the real thing, you'll never turn away.

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I don't know if that's true, at least from what I've seen.

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Yeah, we know it not to be true experientially, but I know what you're saying.

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You know the God of this world.

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So, as for the unbelievers Paul says the God of this world, lowercase g, has blinded their eyes from seeing the light of the gospel.

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And so I think you talked about this, jed, just a moment ago.

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There is another kingdom at work on the earth right now, and when Jesus is what I've heard.

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The phrase Jesus came to usher the kingdom in, again, like all these things don't mean anything without any experience in what they mean.

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So you know, everyone knows Jesus came to usher the kingdom of heaven in.

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But when, if the question is immediately asked after that phrase is spoken, okay, great, I received that.

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How have you lived that out, crickets?

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And so I think when we say it starts in the home, we're going to, because Jesus loves us.

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We're going to love our brothers and sisters and beyond we're going to love random strangers who throw things at us out of a fit of rage.

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There you go.

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What does it mean?

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Like, how do I do that?

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And it's all born out of a.

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The Father truly has lavished his love onto me.

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We all have a story.

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Someone said what's your testimony?

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Hopefully it's not crickets.

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It's like well, you know, I once was this, now I'm this.

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It's amazing.

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God saved me, but then, taking that testimony and it motivating you to then lavish that same love onto everyone around you, it does look like something, and we talked about this, I think, yesterday.

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Jed, those who say they live in God must live their lives as Jesus did.

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That's 1 John, and I think Jed followed my statement yesterday with a question.

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What does that mean?

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What does that look like?

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Well, healing the sick, raising the dead, casting out demons, chasing after the man who throws something at you out of a fit of rage.

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There's a real context for Jesus's love, and he demonstrated it to us in a beautiful way, not only the cross, because in John I believe 15 or 16, he says he's communicating with his father and it says having loved them to the end.

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That was the intro.

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There there was a mission going on on the earth.

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I want to lavish all the love the Father has lavished on me onto my brothers truly.

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It's not this like oh, so that I can twist their arm and get them to do something for me after I leave, it's just I'm going to pour all of this out.

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I want them to truly see how much I love them, how much my Father loves them.

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That love does penetrate through the deception of the enemy.

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I believe in this war where there's two kingdoms going at it.

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It's not only a well.

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I prayed in my closet, though very powerful, and it's not only a well.

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I prayed in my closet, though very powerful, and it's not only a well.

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I went out on the street corner and I yelled some scriptures at people.

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That can happen and that's possible, and I've seen that happen and I've actually done it.

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It's a full-on collision course with the kingdom of darkness.

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It's I'm unashamed of the gospel.

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It's the power of God for salvation, first to the Jew.

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So I just think that I wanted to share that story.

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Maybe that got people's juices going like what are your thoughts on?

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I love the question how do we do it?

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I think what I would want to know from all of you brothers is how have you done it?

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Or you know, how has the Father shown you to do it today Would be a good question, I think.

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Yeah, it's a great question and, yeah, I'll share a story about that.

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You know this takes place in 2020.

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I lived in a town called Fredericksburg, virginia, and so Fredericksburg is literally halfway between Washington DC and Richmond, and so, from a civil war perspective, there's lots of battles that were fought around this part of our country, so there's a lot of blood in the ground.

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Even before America became America and we were a nation, you know there was a lot of abuse and hardship given to the first nations peoples in Virginia the tribes of the indigenous peoples so there's a lot of racial tensions in the area.

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So there's a lot of racial tensions in the area.

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So this is taking place after George Floyd was killed in May, and so what was going on?

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I was connected with a ministry called Civil Righteousness, under the leadership of a brother named Jonathan Tremaine Thomas, and he was encouraging people because protests were coming all over the country.

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African-american populations were coming out to vocalize their displeasure on some of the ways that they've been treated.

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So there's pain in the streets and there happens to be.

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In Fredericksburg, there was a slave auction block.

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There was, at the time, three known slave auction blocks that were in a public municipality, still visible in America in three different towns.

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One of them was in Fredericksburg, and so we were gathering down there to pray, because protests would either start there or they would finish there or they would pass by there, because it's an altar of pain and sorrow and grief.

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It had been there for over 170 years.

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So we're there praying for probably I don't know 10 days maybe, and other intercessors had gathered there and I tell you, brothers, this is the truth.

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I put my hands on that and I just felt the Spirit say it's time for that stone to go.

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And so I said it to the folks that were praying around me.

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I feel like I got a word.

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And they said well, just prophesy it.

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So I said, lord, you know the right time when this stone needs to go.

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So go in Jesus' name.

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And so one night, a few days later, probably three or four days, we're finishing up a prayer time and I'm playing guitar, we're singing praise in the middle of the street.

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It's on a busy downtown area, there's restaurants and stuff all around, there's a handful of us there and these two African-American men come up to the slave auction block and they're high and they're swearing, and so we're finishing our worship.

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That's the scene.

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They're walking up and they're kicking off and a white man crosses the street from a restaurant and he starts saying to them why are you guys so upset about this slave auction block?

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Can you help me understand why this is so offensive to you?

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Which, as you might imagine, that's not actually going over really well, to the point that I see one of the African-American men.

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They're both about 30.

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He starts to pull out pepper spray.

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So I'm actually praying in Jesus name.

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I'm like Lord, this could kick off To their credit.

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They walk away from him and the white guy kind of wanders off and we, my wife and I, go over and start up a conversation with these guys and they say what are you doing here?

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We're like, well, we're here just praying and their Uber ride long story short, their Uber ride falls through.

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These two guys are like they don't have a ride, and so we're like, well, we'll give you a ride.

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Where do you live?

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And so my wife, my daughter, who's 19, and I get in our car.

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We give these guys a ride.

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They live about 20 minutes away, close to where I live actually.

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So we're driving back and they start telling us there's four or five testimonies between the two of them of personal racism that they've experienced in America and they're crying and sorry.

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I get emotional because I encountered God in what I'm about to share with you.

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They're crying in my car and one of them is sitting in the passenger seat next to me.

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I'm driving and we're pulling in and they've just shared some pain, some real pain, with us and I just sense the Holy Spirit say I want you to pray and repent for what white people have done.

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I didn't personally do any of these things to them, but they've been really hurt.

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So I just obey and I say to them everything that you guys just shared with us none of that should have ever happened to you.

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That wasn't God's plan for you.

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So I start to pray and the man sitting next to me in the passenger seat he goes from gently weeping to.

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He's now actually moved over and he's hugging me and his head is in my chest and he is sobbing.

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He's heaving and I realized in that moment see, there's a wound that goes way back in our journeys.

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He wasn't 30 anymore.

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To me he felt like he was about 15 years old.

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I forgot to mention this.

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These two guys are gay, two gay militant African American men who 30 minutes earlier were ready to, you know, fight.

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And here's this man weeping into my chest.

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I'm holding him in my car and I'm crying and I just sense the Holy Spirit say, jed, they need to be heard, they need to be held and they need to be loved.

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Praise the Lord.

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And that changed me.

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But here's the thing.

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That's why I tell you this story the next morning.

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Well, I'll finish it by saying this they get out of the car and they're like, calling my wife mom, and they're like they're calling my daughter, their sister, and they're just, they were blessed and the presence of God was in my car.

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We were blessed and the presence of God was in my car we were blessed Changed my orientation towards just having a heart for anyone that God puts in our path.

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But the next morning we get up in our bed and I'm looking at the news and a little blurb comes across and it says In the cover of night, the Fredericksburg municipality moved the slave auction block.

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They dug it out.

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Shut up and they put it in the museum.

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And the African-American community had been crying out for that the majority of them to have that slave auction block removed for decades.

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But that was the morning.

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These may have been the last two African-Americans that came by that slave auction block and cursed it, wow.

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And the next morning it's gone.

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And I wonder, did God do it just for them?

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These guys have this encounter in my car.

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They encounter the love of God.

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The next morning that offensive rock is gone.

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The answer is yes.

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And I believe that the Lord is saying that there's time.

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This is an opportunity this offensive thing in our past, african-americans and white Americans we can come together and forgive and relate to one another in the love of God and he will heal.

00:42:37.422 --> 00:43:05.739
It's the only path for real healing, and the anger that was in these men it wasn't dealt away with by shame or by conflict or by challenge or let me teach you that was lifted by only one thing it was the love of God, and so, anyway, that's one of the things that will always much like in 2019, when I saw Christian, arab and Jewish believer reconciled.

00:43:05.739 --> 00:43:09.454
There it is in 2020, this story with the slave auction block.

00:43:09.454 --> 00:43:15.835
I've seen the love of God touch people, and it's not about theology necessarily.

00:43:15.835 --> 00:43:17.219
I mean that's important.

00:43:17.579 --> 00:43:24.331
But to your point, justin, in your story, that wouldn't have happened had you not gone and been willing to go where people were that didn't believe like you.

00:43:24.331 --> 00:43:25.893
The story that I just told you wouldn't have happened had you not gone and been willing to go where people were that didn't believe like you.

00:43:25.893 --> 00:43:36.224
The story that I just told you wouldn't have happened had we stayed and prayed in our church basement, in the four walls of a comfortable, air-conditioned church.

00:43:36.224 --> 00:43:43.682
It only happened because we went out to where we believed the Holy Spirit was calling us to go and intercede for our city and our nation.

00:43:43.682 --> 00:43:48.423
And I'm not saying that because we're some great big thing, we're just doing what?

00:43:48.423 --> 00:43:51.474
The little next step that we felt the Holy Spirit tell us to do?

00:43:51.474 --> 00:43:53.480
We just made ourselves available.

00:43:53.480 --> 00:44:06.452
It's our five loaves and our two fish, and Jesus takes it, breaks it, blesses it and something supernatural happens, because he takes your little offering and he multiplies it and other people's lives are affected.

00:44:06.893 --> 00:44:09.521
You were just available yeah, yep, it's a willingness.

00:44:09.521 --> 00:44:21.552
I won't change the direction, I'll leave that up to grant, but I do want to say we are getting somewhere, that we'd like the fullness of the question.

00:44:21.552 --> 00:44:27.239
I think on, I think now on everyone's heart, but I like that.

00:44:27.239 --> 00:44:34.327
You asked it, kevin, is there is an element of what the question embodies?

00:44:34.327 --> 00:44:36.759
What is the brotherhood and sisterhood?

00:44:36.759 --> 00:44:43.983
So in the family, what is the washing of each other's feet?

00:44:43.983 --> 00:44:47.702
Yes, and that's a real thing.

00:44:47.702 --> 00:44:54.498
I'm not pivoting, I just want to say like I would love to talk about that at some point.

00:44:54.498 --> 00:44:59.152
It doesn't have to be next, but I appreciate that story.

00:45:01.076 --> 00:45:07.826
That's like encountering I don't like saying the world, that's encountering a stranger.

00:45:07.826 --> 00:45:10.757
It's rooted in a willingness.

00:45:10.757 --> 00:45:13.490
Father, I'm here, do you?

00:45:13.490 --> 00:45:14.476
What do you have for me?

00:45:14.476 --> 00:45:17.818
I look over, I see a conflict rising.

00:45:17.818 --> 00:45:26.742
I don't run away Like most of the time that is the reaction I've given is I don't want to deal with that.

00:45:26.742 --> 00:45:27.364
Right now.

00:45:27.364 --> 00:45:29.257
I'm going out with my wife.

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We haven't connected in a while.

00:45:30.896 --> 00:45:33.755
I just you know, and that's.

00:45:34.016 --> 00:45:45.103
I would maybe say that that's most people's natural reactions and so this is a supernatural intervention and the willingness is to be dismissed.

00:45:45.103 --> 00:46:08.614
The willingness is to at least be acknowledged that there is a requirement of willingness, a humility in spirit, in heart, the breaking of the flesh to say, yes, I'm here with my wife, father, what do you have for us tonight?

00:46:08.614 --> 00:46:12.603
And I think that's very hard, very difficult place to get to.

00:46:12.603 --> 00:46:17.231
And it's not just a context of how we interact with strangers.

00:46:17.231 --> 00:46:31.443
I think it does also carry over into well, actually, it flows out of the family, the spiritual family of God, or the gathering, wherever that is, however often that is, and with whoever that is.

00:46:31.443 --> 00:46:48.666
If we're saying that this gospel transferred Justin from an addiction to pornography for 12 years, for 12 years belittling everybody, beating people over the head, being condescending.

00:46:48.666 --> 00:47:10.166
If it transferred narcissism there was a spirit of narcissism that I was submitting to that I let into my life, transferred down through heritage If I'm saying that God has transferred me out of that and into light, it's not only going to impact a random stranger.

00:47:10.166 --> 00:47:12.155
This is now who I am.

00:47:12.155 --> 00:47:13.559
It's holistic.

00:47:13.559 --> 00:47:18.983
My brothers, my sisters in the Lord experience this new Justin.

00:47:18.983 --> 00:47:20.554
Everything's consistent.

00:47:20.554 --> 00:47:27.503
Whether I'm here or there, I've been transferred from the domain of darkness into the kingdom of light.

00:47:27.503 --> 00:47:30.074
So I think it's at least worth mentioning.

00:47:30.094 --> 00:47:35.615
We're getting somewhere in this conversation, but it's not the full picture of.

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I think the question is how do we do this?

00:47:37.942 --> 00:47:39.853
It's a big question.

00:47:39.853 --> 00:47:41.440
But it's like how do we do this together?

00:47:41.440 --> 00:47:45.010
Big question.

00:47:45.010 --> 00:47:45.875
But it's like how do we do this together?

00:47:45.875 --> 00:47:51.351
And then us brothers just being honest with each other and sharing personal stories, not so that someone can write them down and say, all right, I go to Fredericksburg.

00:47:51.351 --> 00:47:54.577
That's not the point.

00:47:54.577 --> 00:47:57.163
I don't know if you guys would agree.

00:47:57.423 --> 00:48:00.733
No, we're getting after the heart, yeah, the heart of it.

00:48:00.733 --> 00:48:12.920
I the word that keeps coming to my mind with love is that it, it fills you and if you're full, you're willing to be generous.

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If you're full, you're willing to um, you're willing to wait on the Lord.

00:48:18.922 --> 00:48:22.992
You're, you're content, you're like, oh, if you're full, you're like, you're almost bored.

00:48:22.992 --> 00:48:24.114
You're like, what's what's?

00:48:24.114 --> 00:48:24.576
You're content.

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You're like, oh, if you're full, you're like, you're almost bored.

00:48:27.143 --> 00:48:27.903
You're like what's what's?

00:48:27.903 --> 00:48:28.847
You're looking around, what's next to do?

00:48:28.847 --> 00:48:47.474
And so I, I, I look at his fullness, like and I, I wish that I could say or practice it all the time that I was always just like, completely content, completely full of his love and able to just share with the people around me, like Daniel running after the guy who threw something at him, like that's being filled up and being willing to share.

00:48:47.474 --> 00:49:01.418
That's like you guys on the street, you've just finished worshiping, you're full of love and maybe you didn't feel special, but you were full because you saw someone in need and you went to help them.

00:49:01.418 --> 00:49:12.342
And God, you're available, and God met these guys and I think it's totally possible that he moved the stones Like he.

00:49:13.231 --> 00:49:19.083
He writes stories for his individual children that take years to come to fruition.

00:49:19.083 --> 00:49:23.436
Like I, I recently started working for a guy.

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It's kind of a dream job.

00:49:28.931 --> 00:49:29.594
Uh, shout out to matt sane.

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I I sold him a truck and he offered me a job and my social security number.

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The last four digits matches phone number and I'm like this is so, this is so.

00:49:43.141 --> 00:49:51.463
I really don't know what to do with that, but that's just to tie into how he writes stories and how much he loves us.

00:49:51.463 --> 00:49:55.489
And I had something to say about fullness.

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Well, just for those who don't understand why that's a big deal, Kevin doesn't do W2.

00:50:03.009 --> 00:50:05.934
I hate having a job and he is now so.

00:50:05.954 --> 00:50:10.731
God's writing your story and anyway that might have been where you were going.

00:50:10.731 --> 00:50:13.458
He worked that whole thing together.

00:50:13.458 --> 00:50:17.333
I don't know where you're going, but I know what you were saying.

00:50:17.333 --> 00:50:18.097
I'm good at tangents.

00:50:18.297 --> 00:50:19.601
I mean, I like what you're saying.

00:50:19.601 --> 00:50:24.135
There's God speaking to you through what would seem to be just a coincidence, but it's not.

00:50:24.135 --> 00:50:35.099
You're looking past the data point of the last four digits of my social match, his cell phone number, yeah, and you're seeing the fingerprints of God.

00:50:35.730 --> 00:50:37.076
He's been writing a story for a long time yeah.

00:50:37.289 --> 00:50:42.320
So I mean God, all truth, all beauty, all justice, go back to a fountain.

00:50:42.320 --> 00:50:49.657
Yeah, and he's the fountain of these things that are worth, anything that's worthwhile and good and wholesome.

00:50:49.657 --> 00:50:52.063
He's the root of those things.

00:50:52.063 --> 00:51:01.242
So if we can get to the point where we can see something beautiful, like a sunset, and we can be like, wow, that's a beautiful sunset, I'm enjoying the sunset, this is fantastic.

00:51:01.242 --> 00:51:15.742
If we can look past that and realize thank you, father, for you are the beautiful one and you're kissing me right now with the beauty of this sunset, which points me to the greater revelation of the beauty of Jesus.

00:51:16.291 --> 00:51:18.378
It sounds like you're saying we enter in through thankfulness.

00:51:18.610 --> 00:51:20.936
Yeah, and realizing that.

00:51:20.936 --> 00:51:28.202
And faith, yeah, that we have a loving Father who wants to speak to us when we are pursuing him.

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Ask, seek, knock right and it'll be given.

00:51:31.297 --> 00:51:34.063
You'll find the door will be opened.

00:51:34.063 --> 00:51:46.438
And so, as you, by faith, enter into a relationship, you know, his love begins to manifest in some ways and some people will be like, well, kevin, that's just a coincidence, and I've just learned over the years I don't believe in coincidences anymore.

00:51:46.438 --> 00:52:00.652
I mean, maybe I'm not, I won't say any, but by and large I've learned that the Lord is, he speaks our language, he knows what moves our heart and he wants to engage us at the heart level and bless us.

00:52:00.652 --> 00:52:02.797
I mean, I don't know if you ever thought about this.

00:52:03.280 --> 00:52:04.882
Like Peter denies Jesus.

00:52:04.882 --> 00:52:08.617
The next time Jesus sees him, jesus blesses his business.

00:52:08.617 --> 00:52:21.153
Like Peter is like I can't, I'm worthless, I've denied, knowing I've actually uttered, I've accursed, he's actually cursed, he said a vow that he didn't even know Jesus.

00:52:21.153 --> 00:52:30.561
And so he goes away weeping bitterly and Jesus sees him in the galley, blesses his business and says do you love me more than these things, peter?

00:52:30.561 --> 00:52:32.597
Do you love me more than these?

00:52:32.597 --> 00:52:39.509
Two months later, peter's preaching the best sermon really in history Amazing.

00:52:39.509 --> 00:52:43.675
It's personal, yeah, personal and transformative.

00:52:43.675 --> 00:52:51.239
The encounters we have with him change us because of how good, how faithful and how beautiful he is.

00:52:52.547 --> 00:52:55.195
Thank you for painting this sunrise for me.

00:52:55.675 --> 00:52:55.896
Amen.

00:52:58.027 --> 00:52:58.750
Isn't that beautiful?

00:52:58.750 --> 00:53:02.949
Yeah, well, everything flows out of that.

00:53:02.949 --> 00:53:08.077
Why get up in the morning and read if it's not personal?

00:53:08.077 --> 00:53:10.648
Yeah, if I'm not just walking.

00:53:10.648 --> 00:53:14.898
Just another quiet morning walking with my father and my brother, jesus.

00:53:16.505 --> 00:53:17.791
No, I mean it has to be.

00:53:17.791 --> 00:53:20.128
If he loves us as much as he loves Jesus.

00:53:20.128 --> 00:53:21.610
It's very personal.

00:53:21.610 --> 00:53:22.711
Yeah, he loves us as much as he loves Jesus.

00:53:22.711 --> 00:53:23.954
It's very personal, yeah, Like I think.

00:53:23.954 --> 00:53:30.608
And I think as much as you invite him to, he'll invade your space, and as much as you keep him out, he'll keep distance.

00:53:30.608 --> 00:53:32.655
But he wants to get so close.

00:53:32.655 --> 00:53:35.713
He wants to show you how much he knows about you.

00:53:37.065 --> 00:53:39.875
And David moved in this realm of understanding God.

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Is he invented pleasure?

00:53:41.367 --> 00:53:49.090
Like he has a river of delights and pleasures forevermore at his right hand and his presence is the fullness of joy.

00:53:49.090 --> 00:53:51.938
And so we, you know, think about this for a second.

00:53:51.938 --> 00:54:10.266
We understand this on some level because if you, you know, think about your, your loved one, like your spouse and, and you're, you want to delight them, and so you think about an extravagant date of things that you want to give them experiences that you know they love, and you spend the whole day together and you hit the bullseye.

00:54:10.266 --> 00:54:21.273
They're like feeling so blessed and loved by your gift and your thoughtfulness, and the flowers and the candy and the whatever, the dinner and the dancing and whatever you do.

00:54:21.273 --> 00:54:27.148
And at the end of the date, you know, she says to you um, thank you so much.

00:54:27.869 --> 00:54:30.295
And you, you say it was my duty.

00:54:30.295 --> 00:54:37.748
No, you say it was my pleasure, it's my pleasure To give you.

00:54:37.748 --> 00:54:38.972
Pleasure is a pleasure.

00:54:38.972 --> 00:54:41.592
I'm experiencing pleasure when I give you pleasure.

00:54:41.592 --> 00:55:02.224
You know, and and shout out to Mike Stevens he's my mentor and he showed me that years ago and it changed my paradigm of this, of God delights in us and we delight in him and there's this experiential interchange.

00:55:02.224 --> 00:55:09.331
It's not about duty, it's about the fullness of his presence and his joy and experiencing that delight.

00:55:09.331 --> 00:55:12.375
And once you experience it, there's no going back.

00:55:12.375 --> 00:55:14.257
You can't unsee what he shows you.

00:55:15.378 --> 00:55:35.016
Love that and he just shared that with Mary and I the other night Mike did, yeah, and there's like the other layer was he shared a story with he and Penny where he surprised her with a bunch of stuff and it was in each room was another layer of the surprise.

00:55:35.016 --> 00:55:43.333
And as she was beaming, he was beaming, yeah, and then, because he was beaming, became the new reason why she was beaming.

00:55:43.333 --> 00:55:47.364
Yeah, and then, because he was beaming, became the new reason why she was beaming, wow.

00:55:47.364 --> 00:55:51.914
So she was delighting in the fact that he was delighting in her.

00:55:51.914 --> 00:55:53.797
Yeah, and that's the same.

00:55:53.797 --> 00:56:00.793
The father delights in us, we delight in him, and then he delights in the fact that we delight in him.

00:56:02.626 --> 00:56:04.429
That's something to watch for, I think in his kingdom.

00:56:04.610 --> 00:56:05.291
Delightception.

00:56:05.291 --> 00:56:13.657
I think I don't even have a mic, but I'm just going to yell it, yell it.

00:56:15.585 --> 00:56:21.192
I think when you go his way, you see multiplication, like the story of Mike and Penny.

00:56:21.192 --> 00:56:30.844
When you're generous you see more generosity and then and then there's like it, just it multiplies and in ways you really don't understand.

00:56:30.844 --> 00:56:34.469
But his kingdom multiplies.

00:56:34.530 --> 00:56:40.579
It's good well, it's no longer this I'm an unworthy servant.

00:56:40.579 --> 00:56:44.710
You know, everything I have is rags and it's dirty.

00:56:44.710 --> 00:56:51.840
No longer do I call you servant but, I call you friend because everything the Father has given to me, I've given to you.

00:56:53.887 --> 00:57:06.353
I love the story in Matthew 8 of the centurion, the Roman centurion, whose slave has fallen ill and he loves this servant and so he knows Jesus is healing people.

00:57:06.353 --> 00:57:09.735
So he sends a contingent of people out to meet Jesus.

00:57:09.735 --> 00:57:14.813
You don't even need to come to my house, lord, all you need to do is release the word.

00:57:14.813 --> 00:57:16.190
I'm a man under authority.

00:57:16.190 --> 00:57:17.052
I understand.

00:57:17.052 --> 00:57:20.856
When I say go, do this or go there, do that, it happens.

00:57:20.856 --> 00:57:26.717
All you need to do is say the word and my servant will be healed.

00:57:28.085 --> 00:57:29.789
What faith, you know?

00:57:29.789 --> 00:57:31.554
I mean number one, I mean.

00:57:31.554 --> 00:57:36.353
He's a Gentile, so he understands the Jewish custom that Jesus would be unclean if he comes into his home.

00:57:36.353 --> 00:57:37.297
So he's.

00:57:37.297 --> 00:57:43.956
This is a revelation of his humility as a Roman centurion understanding the Jewish custom.

00:57:43.956 --> 00:57:45.807
So it's respectful.

00:57:45.807 --> 00:57:48.454
But the faith I mean this is the thing that blows my mind.

00:57:48.454 --> 00:57:50.257
Can you amaze God?

00:57:50.257 --> 00:57:54.190
Can you shock your creator?

00:57:54.190 --> 00:58:03.909
I don't even know how to theologically parse that, because the scripture just says Jesus turned around and was amazed and said to all of his disciples I haven't seen faith like this in all of Israel.

00:58:03.909 --> 00:58:06.175
So apparently you can amaze.

00:58:06.175 --> 00:58:08.862
I don't know how.

00:58:08.862 --> 00:58:12.452
There's better theologians than me, certainly, that maybe have something to say about that?

00:58:12.452 --> 00:58:21.639
But I'm just like wow, an already really happy, glad God, this interaction somehow sparks his delight.

00:58:21.639 --> 00:58:28.686
Action somehow sparks his delight.

00:58:28.686 --> 00:58:29.648
Wow, this guy gets it.

00:58:29.648 --> 00:58:33.918
This Roman centurion understands a principle of the kingdom Whoa and he uses it as a teaching point to his disciples.

00:58:34.117 --> 00:58:44.577
I mean, that's really a remarkable story.

00:58:44.577 --> 00:58:53.728
We would share in the glory that Jesus shares with the Father and has always shared with Him.

00:58:53.728 --> 00:59:11.925
And I think there's this to amaze Jesus in that situation Jesus in that situation.

00:59:11.925 --> 00:59:14.309
How I process that personally is when our heart and Jesus' heart is congruent.

00:59:14.309 --> 00:59:32.018
We have entered into a pleasureful relationship that has always existed, before the world was even created, and the prayer in John 17 includes that we would share in that glory.

00:59:33.905 --> 00:59:42.036
And I grew up my whole life with the concept of glory being this thing that's attributed to God.

00:59:42.036 --> 00:59:47.217
You attach it to kind of what you believe you want to do.

00:59:47.217 --> 00:59:50.193
Next you say I'll do it for God's glory.

00:59:50.193 --> 00:59:55.677
It has no meaning at all other than it's a way to give credit.

00:59:55.677 --> 01:00:07.913
So even if I am doing something and I haven't even committed it to the Lord in my heart, so long as I attach the phrase you know, for the Lord's glory, I do this, all the glory goes up.

01:00:07.913 --> 01:00:18.146
Then I've checked that box and now that action that I did in vain now is rooted in something that gives credit and glory to the Father.

01:00:18.686 --> 01:00:46.432
I think my heart has transformed over the years to like Paul, like looked at the people who came to the Lord as a result of his willingness, his faith, his pursuit, and he says they are my joy and glory and we are Jesus's and the Father's glory.

01:00:46.432 --> 01:00:52.146
There's something he's doing here, on this unfinished dude.

01:00:52.146 --> 01:00:57.956
He's making something beautiful that we would all share.

01:00:57.956 --> 01:01:07.697
We're co-heirs to the kingdom, we have the mind of Christ, we're seated in the heavenly places Like these are not things that I've written down, that I have made up.

01:01:07.697 --> 01:01:29.163
I didn't initiate this, I didn't go to the cross for the sins of the world, but we've been invited into this beautiful relationship that had always existed and, out of a full, completely content place, the Lord had this desire to invite more beings into it with him.

01:01:29.724 --> 01:01:34.536
Yeah, Well, this is what Paul's laboring so hard in the letter of Ephesians.

01:01:34.536 --> 01:01:38.847
He's like that you would understand the glorious inheritance of the saints, Like that.

01:01:38.847 --> 01:01:41.976
There it is again glory, the glorious inheritance.

01:01:41.976 --> 01:01:46.152
It's not your righteousness, You're grafted into his righteousness.

01:01:46.152 --> 01:01:48.934
He's imputing his rewards to you.

01:01:48.934 --> 01:01:58.579
He's not just taking the stripes, the punishment that was coming for you, but he's actually inviting you into his reward.

01:01:58.579 --> 01:02:03.336
And when I speak on the gospel or teach on it, I say look, you got straight Fs.

01:02:03.336 --> 01:02:03.949
I got straight Fs.

01:02:03.949 --> 01:02:10.717
I got straight Fs and God erased my name off my straight F report card and wrote the name Jesus.

01:02:10.717 --> 01:02:13.914
And Jesus got all of the punishment for that.

01:02:13.914 --> 01:02:20.597
But Jesus also erased his name off the straight A report card that he earned and he wrote the name Jed.

01:02:20.597 --> 01:02:25.135
And I get the candy and the rewards that were due him.

01:02:25.135 --> 01:02:29.670
That's the double cure of the gospel.

01:02:29.670 --> 01:02:32.034
It's amazing.

01:02:32.034 --> 01:02:33.938
That's why it's such good news.

01:02:33.938 --> 01:02:37.322
Right, Grant?

01:02:37.322 --> 01:02:39.268
Yeah, dude, You're going to get in here.

01:02:39.268 --> 01:02:39.650
Come on, man.

01:02:41.405 --> 01:02:41.585
Dude.

01:02:41.626 --> 01:02:50.626
I talk enough on this thing, man, I enjoy it Like literally my favorite thing about this podcast is not to hear my own voice, it's to hear you guys go.

01:02:50.626 --> 01:02:55.751
So like me not having a mic is like almost my favorite thing in the world, just to like let you guys do it.

01:02:55.751 --> 01:02:57.155
Dang it, brother.

01:02:57.155 --> 01:03:01.976
No, I genuinely like there's just so much to unpack there.

01:03:01.976 --> 01:03:08.159
It's ridiculous, but it's just so also incredibly simple and beautiful of just like.

01:03:08.780 --> 01:03:11.963
I mean, I just got off with this guy, talian Chavijan.

01:03:11.963 --> 01:03:13.932
He's Billy Graham's grandson.

01:03:13.932 --> 01:03:18.005
He's, like you know, super esteemed pastor.

01:03:18.005 --> 01:03:33.916
Then he like fell hard, like cheated on his wife, very raw, real, wrote a book about it and I just learned, like, how much grace God actually has to offer and how much we absolutely need.

01:03:33.916 --> 01:03:35.679
It is insane.

01:03:35.679 --> 01:03:42.748
Like the more I think about it, the more I'm because it is the worm thing, right, it's not like, oh, I'm a little, you know, worm.

01:03:42.748 --> 01:03:47.351
It's like, yeah, I'm a worm, and then it's like victorious worm.

01:03:47.351 --> 01:03:48.215
You know what I mean.

01:03:48.215 --> 01:03:56.297
If you want to do the worm reference, you know Like it's insane how much grace he provides.

01:03:56.297 --> 01:03:57.650
It is ridiculous.

01:03:57.650 --> 01:04:03.748
Like you know, you are the worst sinner that you know if you know yourself well enough.

01:04:03.748 --> 01:04:04.418
Like you are the worst sinner that you know.

01:04:04.418 --> 01:04:14.188
If you know yourself well enough like you're the worst sinner that you know, so, like Jesus forgave us of that, what on earth is that?

01:04:14.188 --> 01:04:15.331
You know what I mean.

01:04:15.672 --> 01:04:16.675
I guess it's in heaven.

01:04:16.675 --> 01:04:17.898
I guess it's in heaven.

01:04:19.626 --> 01:04:43.030
I don't know, I've just been kind of letting you guys go and just thinking about grace man and just like shedding a tear every now and again and you guys have your beautiful stories and I'm just like just sitting here just like man, god is good and he's just like got enough grace for Grant Lockridge, which is should be all the you know should be a ridiculous amount of grace.

01:04:43.090 --> 01:04:43.552
And it is.

01:04:43.925 --> 01:04:47.050
But also for y'all.

01:04:47.050 --> 01:04:50.958
I don't know you very well, but like you're, guaranteed a sinner, yep.

01:04:50.958 --> 01:04:51.778
Tons of grace.

01:04:51.778 --> 01:04:53.811
Tons of grace for Justin.

01:04:53.811 --> 01:04:55.510
Tons of grace for Kevin.

01:04:55.510 --> 01:05:01.750
Yeah, that dude's a sinner, kevin's deconstructing he needs tons of grace Tons and tons no, I'm just kidding Tons and tons.

01:05:01.769 --> 01:05:03.393
Just he needs tons of grace, tons and tons, tons and tons.

01:05:03.413 --> 01:05:04.414
Just so much grace.

01:05:04.414 --> 01:05:09.465
No, I'm just kidding, but like I don't know, man, that's just Well, think about this.

01:05:09.626 --> 01:05:11.027
I mean what Justin said.

01:05:11.027 --> 01:05:12.708
Like before the foundations of the world.

01:05:12.708 --> 01:05:17.172
Like he's created good deeds for us to walk in.

01:05:17.172 --> 01:05:21.574
Like the deepest truth about your identity is not your sin life.

01:05:21.574 --> 01:05:25.356
Yeah, that you existed in God.

01:05:25.777 --> 01:05:27.458
He's Psalm 139.

01:05:27.458 --> 01:05:37.143
His thoughts towards you, grant, are greater than the grains of sand on the seashore, and every day has been written in a book before one day came to pass.

01:05:37.143 --> 01:05:40.114
And so the reality of his love.

01:05:40.114 --> 01:05:44.931
Like he's got to deal with the problem called sin, but he did it.

01:05:44.931 --> 01:05:54.637
He's not sitting somewhere with his arms folded across his chest Like, well, I love you, I died for you, jed, you moron, and I'm really disappointed in how many sins you committed.

01:05:54.637 --> 01:06:08.380
He, he went through all of that for the joy set before him, which was the restored relationship before him, which was the restored relationship.

01:06:08.380 --> 01:06:09.565
And he's bringing many sons to glory.

01:06:09.565 --> 01:06:13.045
That's you know.

01:06:13.045 --> 01:06:18.081
He's the firstborn of creation, he's the firstborn of the resurrection, he's the first fruits and he's bringing many sons to the father to be restored and reconciled.

01:06:18.081 --> 01:06:21.371
So the deepest things about our identity is not our shame.

01:06:21.371 --> 01:06:26.934
Somebody needs to hear that the deepest thing about you isn't your shame.

01:06:26.934 --> 01:06:29.048
What the thing that you're most ashamed of.

01:06:29.048 --> 01:06:30.552
That's not your identity.

01:06:32.056 --> 01:06:32.556
True man.

01:06:33.445 --> 01:06:45.880
I think it's so beautiful that the majority of our talking has been this, because it's so much easier to then answer the questions that come of.

01:06:45.880 --> 01:06:46.141
Like.

01:06:46.141 --> 01:06:49.492
I get these questions from brothers and sisters.

01:06:49.492 --> 01:06:51.097
I had these questions a lot.

01:06:51.097 --> 01:06:55.170
Well, how do I just focus my life on X?

01:06:55.170 --> 01:06:57.936
How do I just stop sinning in this way?

01:06:57.936 --> 01:07:00.748
How do I just connect with the body deeper?

01:07:00.748 --> 01:07:03.155
How do I just, how do I just, how do I?

01:07:03.155 --> 01:07:05.507
And, and it goes on, and on, and on and on.

01:07:05.568 --> 01:07:20.349
It's like if, and a lot of people probably are listening to this and like, yeah, that lovey, dovey, frou-frou talk, you know, like I got a homosexual crying in my chest like, but there's, there was.

01:07:20.349 --> 01:07:25.284
You know, Jed should have rebuked and he should have told the truth to that person, and blah, blah, blah.

01:07:25.284 --> 01:07:34.851
And it's like we got to start where the story starts, yeah, and move into what.

01:07:34.851 --> 01:07:40.940
The source, that Jesus, as fully man overcame the evil one.

01:07:40.940 --> 01:07:51.268
The source is clearly laid out the father lavished love on his son, overflowing, billowing out of him.

01:07:51.268 --> 01:07:53.414
Anoints him with the Holy Spirit.

01:07:53.414 --> 01:08:06.291
He's going into this journey where he's bringing brothers close to his chest around the table, bringing brothers close to his chest around the table, getting the hell out of here, bringing the kingdom in.

01:08:06.391 --> 01:08:14.516
It's all rooted in love and then, with that as the foundation, confronting these other things.

01:08:14.516 --> 01:08:18.439
It makes sense, it's appropriate.

01:08:18.439 --> 01:08:20.380
It's not complicated.

01:08:20.380 --> 01:08:25.502
There is no questioning of well, how do I and how do I, and how do I and how do I?

01:08:25.502 --> 01:08:31.326
It's I am loved by the Father.

01:08:31.326 --> 01:08:32.106
As much as he loves Jesus, he loves me.

01:08:32.127 --> 01:08:34.490
Temptation comes Well, it says.

01:08:34.490 --> 01:08:54.408
Jesus was tempted in every way, yet without sin, he was the forerunner of this faith and he's been through it all so that he can turn around and help us in our time of need.

01:08:54.408 --> 01:09:00.961
There's so many other questions that can find true answers in a true foundation of the Father's love to us individually, a personal relationship.

01:09:00.961 --> 01:09:03.650
How does a house church function?

01:09:03.650 --> 01:09:06.506
How does a whatever traditional church?

01:09:06.506 --> 01:09:07.970
How is it supposed to function?

01:09:07.970 --> 01:09:10.485
How are we supposed to wash each other's feet?

01:09:10.485 --> 01:09:13.171
How are we supposed to do this together?

01:09:13.171 --> 01:09:33.079
Those are all real questions that maybe can be a session for another day, but I think this is a very, very important place to start, because I've answered all those questions first without the foundation, and it crumbles every single time.

01:09:34.104 --> 01:09:36.167
Yeah, so good, justin.

01:09:36.167 --> 01:09:46.320
And Jesus embodies love, even when he's rebuking Pharisees or when he's sitting with the woman at the well.

01:09:46.320 --> 01:09:52.077
The response, you see, is evident of whether someone's encountering the love of God.

01:09:52.077 --> 01:09:56.073
She goes and evangelizes the whole village.

01:09:56.073 --> 01:10:03.176
He doesn't actually rebuke her, he just states a fact you have five husbands and the guy you're living with now is not your husband.

01:10:03.176 --> 01:10:04.167
It's a word of knowledge.

01:10:04.167 --> 01:10:05.390
But he doesn't actually rebuke her.

01:10:05.390 --> 01:10:07.094
He didn't need to.

01:10:07.094 --> 01:10:08.658
She knew that.

01:10:08.658 --> 01:10:09.286
He saw her.

01:10:10.529 --> 01:10:13.436
This is the prophet who's told me everything I've ever done is what she says.

01:10:13.436 --> 01:10:22.417
She felt known, she felt seen, and it's a cross-cultural exchange.

01:10:22.417 --> 01:10:27.726
She's a Samaritan, you know, and it's a cross-cultural exchange.

01:10:27.726 --> 01:10:28.989
Like she's a samaritan jews don't talk to samaritans.

01:10:28.989 --> 01:10:30.512
That's what the context of that encounter.

01:10:30.512 --> 01:10:31.775
She's like you don't you?

01:10:31.775 --> 01:10:33.426
Jews don't talk to us samaritans.

01:10:33.426 --> 01:10:34.929
Like we're beneath you, like what?

01:10:34.929 --> 01:10:36.231
So he's?

01:10:36.231 --> 01:10:39.838
He's busting paradigms because he loves her.

01:10:39.838 --> 01:10:47.989
He moved at the impulse of love, even though there was a statement of some sinful acts that she's engaged in.

01:10:47.989 --> 01:10:50.694
The fruit of that wasn't shame.

01:10:50.694 --> 01:10:53.059
Her heart burned for him.

01:10:53.059 --> 01:10:59.506
I got to go tell other people about this prophet who's telling me everything I've ever done and he lingers.

01:10:59.506 --> 01:11:03.856
The scriptures say he lingers there a few days later to teach.

01:11:03.856 --> 01:11:07.274
I mean, what a story in the scriptures, john chapter 4.

01:11:07.274 --> 01:11:09.548
But loves the foundation.

01:11:10.792 --> 01:11:18.011
Yeah, dude, this has been a nice day for me.

01:11:18.011 --> 01:11:20.306
I don't know, I was just.

01:11:20.306 --> 01:11:22.935
I got a haircut.

01:11:22.935 --> 01:11:23.636
Looks good.

01:11:23.636 --> 01:11:40.032
I was having a bad time with Kevin over here yesterday because he sent me a cryptic text and I thought he left the faith for a second it is what it is, and I got so pissed that I almost threw my phone out the window and deleted the entire podcast.

01:11:40.252 --> 01:11:40.654
No joke.

01:11:40.654 --> 01:11:43.235
I was like is this thing causing people to stumble Because if so, I will get rid?

01:11:43.235 --> 01:11:45.148
No joke, I was like is this thing causing people to stumble Cause if so, I will get rid of it?

01:11:45.148 --> 01:11:47.011
It was that sort of situation.

01:11:47.011 --> 01:11:58.679
But all that being said, dude, this has been just a day to just reflect on grace and love God.

01:11:58.679 --> 01:12:03.215
Like that's a freaking good day, dude.

01:12:03.215 --> 01:12:03.519
That's all.

01:12:03.519 --> 01:12:04.157
Like I don't have anything profound.

01:12:04.157 --> 01:12:04.614
It's a freaking good day, dude.

01:12:04.614 --> 01:12:04.872
That's all I'm going to say.

01:12:04.872 --> 01:12:06.396
Like I don't have anything profound.

01:12:06.396 --> 01:12:10.765
It's just like, man, that's a freaking great day, that is all there is, that's it.

01:12:11.164 --> 01:12:12.390
Yeah, I'm having a great time.

01:12:12.390 --> 01:12:13.113
Hallelujah.

01:12:13.113 --> 01:12:16.454
Just in that specific little vein of thought.

01:12:16.454 --> 01:12:19.689
You guys can say smarter stuff if you want, but like frick me.

01:12:19.831 --> 01:12:20.912
That's so good.

01:12:20.912 --> 01:12:23.837
Let me quote a man named Iron Mike.

01:12:23.837 --> 01:12:26.210
I have to do it, can you do, john Calvin?

01:12:26.210 --> 01:12:38.936
Next, true love is I accept you right where you are and demand that you become who God made you to be.

01:12:38.936 --> 01:12:40.520
It's both.

01:12:40.520 --> 01:12:44.167
I accept you right here, right now.

01:12:44.167 --> 01:12:52.609
Come hug my chest and cry and I demand that you become who God made you to be.

01:12:53.731 --> 01:13:02.395
That's all that's love, well, I mean, I don't know, iron Mike, but I would just say maybe I would quibble a bit with the word demand.

01:13:02.395 --> 01:13:09.356
Yeah, that's what I was going to say, dude, because Jesus never he would, even with the rich young ruler.

01:13:09.356 --> 01:13:11.051
This is what you lack.

01:13:11.051 --> 01:13:13.912
He loved him, says him, loved him.

01:13:13.912 --> 01:13:16.891
And the man went away sorrowful.

01:13:16.891 --> 01:13:22.993
Jesus didn't demand that he go sell everything, he just said this is what you lack.

01:13:22.993 --> 01:13:27.770
But the agency remained in the court of the rich young ruler.

01:13:27.770 --> 01:13:29.091
He had a choice to make.

01:13:29.814 --> 01:13:32.618
So I accept you where you're at.

01:13:32.618 --> 01:13:41.367
I bring you to a place of crossroads where you have a choice, and my heart for you is that you would make.

01:13:41.367 --> 01:13:46.729
It's like the cry of God in the Old Testament is the oh that you would choose life.

01:13:46.729 --> 01:13:53.309
This is a path of life and this is a path of death, and oh that you would choose life.

01:13:53.309 --> 01:13:55.032
So love is this.

01:13:55.212 --> 01:13:59.626
I'm cheering for you to make the choice that only you can make.

01:13:59.626 --> 01:14:03.592
Only you can give your heart to the Father.

01:14:03.592 --> 01:14:06.798
That's your offering, because you've been bought with a price.

01:14:06.798 --> 01:14:13.391
Your response to his mercy is to present your body as a living sacrifice and I pray that you make that choice.

01:14:13.391 --> 01:14:18.136
But I can't demand that you make that choice, because that's all on you.

01:14:18.136 --> 01:14:21.426
But I get the point of like I'm not letting you go.

01:14:21.426 --> 01:14:23.127
So, but I get the point of like I'm not letting you go.

01:14:23.127 --> 01:14:36.481
I like the ferocity of like I'm going to cling to you and I'm here in your space, you know, present with you as you go through the struggle of becoming all that God wants you to be yes and amen.

01:14:39.365 --> 01:14:41.270
Well, I think this makes a lot more sense if you've met Iron.

01:14:41.289 --> 01:14:43.697
Mike, we'll have him on I don't even know who that is.

01:14:45.425 --> 01:14:46.506
Well, he can rebuke me next time.

01:14:46.567 --> 01:14:48.109
He's a hoss in Florida up here.

01:14:48.189 --> 01:14:50.314
By the way, I'm not rebuking Iron Mike, just to be clear.

01:14:50.314 --> 01:14:51.877
You wouldn't want to.

01:14:51.877 --> 01:14:53.359
He's a hoss in Florida.

01:14:53.380 --> 01:14:54.341
Are you trying to start a fight?

01:14:54.341 --> 01:14:55.990
Do you know that guy, Damien Girk?

01:14:56.351 --> 01:14:58.288
No, he is a house church.

01:14:58.288 --> 01:15:00.314
Freaking crazy man.

01:15:00.314 --> 01:15:05.606
Freaking crazy man.

01:15:05.606 --> 01:15:06.992
It's so good you don't even understand.

01:15:06.992 --> 01:15:08.356
Dude, that's your house church guy.

01:15:08.356 --> 01:15:09.701
Have you read the book in the way, damian girk?

01:15:09.701 --> 01:15:10.564
Nope, nope, this is like forget the podcast.

01:15:10.564 --> 01:15:17.511
Like just jump in that you guys are doing, if you guys are doing freaking house church, that's insane okay, good tip that's all I'm saying.

01:15:17.511 --> 01:15:19.775
And he's like got like hundreds of them.

01:15:19.775 --> 01:15:23.011
It's just like networked them all together somehow.

01:15:23.011 --> 01:15:23.591
I don't know how.

01:15:23.591 --> 01:15:24.914
It's insane.

01:15:24.975 --> 01:15:25.978
Holy Spirit, hopefully.

01:15:27.046 --> 01:15:28.717
Something like that.

01:15:28.717 --> 01:15:33.332
It's like loving others, man, I can't even.

01:15:33.332 --> 01:15:34.416
I just love it, dude.

01:15:34.416 --> 01:15:37.360
I don't know, I'm just having a good day, that's all it is.

01:15:37.360 --> 01:15:38.689
That's all it is.

01:15:38.689 --> 01:15:40.470
Man here, kevin.

01:15:40.470 --> 01:15:42.091
Final thoughts boys.

01:15:46.164 --> 01:15:47.106
So I'll just leave with a challenge.

01:15:47.106 --> 01:16:21.798
I feel like we've talked about god's love and I would just say, if you haven't experienced it, if you haven't met peace, love, contentment, if you haven't tasted and seen that he is, I would not call him out on it, but I would say, like, like challenge him, like put the fleece out, ask him to meet you because he will, but pray as though having already received, and and believe that when he shows you, this is him and you guys will be groovy.

01:16:23.286 --> 01:16:24.529
Justin, final thoughts, baby.

01:16:25.894 --> 01:16:37.492
Yeah, I mean, I just invite the Holy Spirit right now to just fill us up and anyone who is hearing this.

01:16:37.492 --> 01:16:42.000
I invite you in to this space.

01:16:42.000 --> 01:16:44.490
I invite you to to this space.

01:16:44.490 --> 01:16:46.275
I invite you to experience this love.

01:16:46.275 --> 01:16:49.150
Just do it at work.

01:16:49.150 --> 01:16:51.050
Lord, I trust you.

01:16:51.050 --> 01:16:57.056
I'm so thankful for the fact that you have set me free.

01:16:57.056 --> 01:17:07.319
You have transferred me out of so many things that had me pinned down and had me in utter darkness.

01:17:07.319 --> 01:17:12.596
So, yeah, I speak a blessing over all who are hearing this.

01:17:12.596 --> 01:17:23.497
I renounce all the works of the devil in Jesus' name and I just ask you, lord, to break through the darkness in Jesus' name.

01:17:23.497 --> 01:17:26.006
Ask you, lord, to break through the darkness in Jesus' name.

01:17:26.027 --> 01:17:43.341
Yeah, and I think that what is hitting me is five years ago, maybe even three years ago, I wouldn't have talked about the love of God for an hour and a half.

01:17:43.341 --> 01:18:05.520
I would have tried to list off some bullet points for people to follow and tried to convince my brothers to start having these things as their practices.

01:18:05.520 --> 01:18:25.137
If the love of God was brought up as like a conversation, that's where I'd want to go, and I think what has happened in my life is I've been touched in ways that didn't make sense by the Father, and when that happens, it's like it's like your rubric fails every time.

01:18:25.137 --> 01:18:35.744
So you hold it up to what you're experiencing and you're like this doesn't make any sense, and so I think my takeaway and that's not what you're asking for just final thoughts.

01:18:36.211 --> 01:18:37.063
No, that is what I'm asking.

01:18:37.784 --> 01:18:40.362
This is off the cuff it's off the cuff it doesn't matter.

01:18:41.105 --> 01:18:47.177
My takeaway is I think I'm seeing there's been growth in my own life.

01:18:47.177 --> 01:18:51.917
I didn't realize until just now.

01:18:55.307 --> 01:18:59.150
Praise God, I'm thankful yeah amen, that's funny.

01:18:59.150 --> 01:19:00.113
Beautiful.

01:19:01.595 --> 01:19:03.259
All right, brother, brother Jed.

01:19:03.259 --> 01:19:04.081
Final thoughts.

01:19:04.100 --> 01:19:05.262
I just brother, brother Jed, final thoughts.

01:19:05.262 --> 01:19:08.014
I just will speak to the audience.

01:19:08.014 --> 01:19:16.219
Two questions that I think if I had a mic to speak to the whole world, I would say.

01:19:16.219 --> 01:19:20.695
Question number one who do you say Jesus is?

01:19:20.695 --> 01:19:30.319
Is he a madman, is he just a good teacher, or is he the son of the living God?

01:19:30.319 --> 01:19:36.278
And if you search that out, how you answer that question will shape everything about your reality.

01:19:36.278 --> 01:19:48.814
And so I would encourage anyone listening if you haven't examined the claims of Christ and looked into what this, our calendar, is set to this man's life.

01:19:48.814 --> 01:19:50.519
He was a 33-year-old man.

01:19:50.519 --> 01:20:18.154
There were other martyrs, there's been other prophets, there's been other miracle workers in history, but this man, who wasn't a general of a physical army, he wasn't a head of state, he didn't have a huge amount of money, he changed the world by his life and the purity of his teaching is recognized in virtually most religions, would recognize the purity of his teaching and his ways.

01:20:18.154 --> 01:20:20.698
And so who do you say Jesus is?

01:20:20.698 --> 01:20:24.614
I think is a foundational question that the world has to answer.

01:20:24.614 --> 01:20:25.417
All of us do.

01:20:25.966 --> 01:20:27.551
And the other one is where do you go for truth?

01:20:27.551 --> 01:20:29.771
Everybody's following someone.

01:20:29.771 --> 01:20:33.354
There's very few original thoughts that are occurring.

01:20:33.354 --> 01:20:36.793
There are lots of philosophies out there we can follow.

01:20:36.793 --> 01:20:39.230
There's lots of religions, there's lots of pursuits.

01:20:39.230 --> 01:20:45.534
What is truth and, more specifically, who is the truth?

01:20:45.534 --> 01:20:48.386
And we're all following after some pattern.

01:20:48.447 --> 01:20:49.951
And I've studied the Bible.

01:20:49.951 --> 01:20:52.157
I believe the Bible is the word of God.

01:20:52.157 --> 01:20:56.202
It's been historically proven, archaeologically proven, prophetically proven.

01:20:56.202 --> 01:21:18.737
There's 1800 and counting direct prophetic fulfillments in this book and in the day and age we need it the most is the day and age when the culture is saying we need to cancel God because he's a hater and where we go for truth ends up becoming such a key life-shaping decision.

01:21:18.737 --> 01:21:20.546
We're going to listen to the news.

01:21:20.546 --> 01:21:22.996
Are we going to get our truth from social media a Facebook post?

01:21:22.996 --> 01:21:23.759
Are we going to listen to the news?

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Are we going to get our truth from social media a Facebook post?

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Are we going to listen to our own understanding, our own reason?

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And I would just encourage people to explore and read God's Word, turn down the other voices and ask the Holy Spirit to speak to you when you read His Word, and I believe God wants to meet us all there.

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Amen.

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Stop it.

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No, I'm just kidding.

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That's so good, man, I love it, oh yeah.

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So my final thought God is good, god is love and he has a ridiculous amount of grace.

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It is ridiculous, and that's that.

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Truth bombs, amen.

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Truth bombs with Grant.

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Is that the name of your podcast, truth bombs with Grant?

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It's called the Jed podcast because Jed is the smartest man that's ever existed, probably Other than Jesus.

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You know, Jed will get you, I'm jumping off your podcast thanks for listening to the across the counter podcast.

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Thanks, y'all.